MourningYou are gone now, but you won't be forgotten,Mourning by ~AudienceOfTwo
You were the shining pillar of Happiness in a world that wasn't fair,
You were taken, swiftly, qucikly and unfairly.
Far long the road to recovery, and Death decides that he can't wait,
He got jealous of the joy that you brought us,
And stole you for himself.
You will be sorely missed,
We loved you to the end,
Rest In Peace
swirling destructionThe crashing, bashing, hurting, and destruction,swirling destruction by ~AudienceOfTwo
The maelstrom that is contained in a single skull,
The thoughts and feelings flying to unknown destinations,
It's hard to believe that anything in the world could be this full,
I hate when it gets to this position,
The pull of the darkness that threatens to drown,
I wish I could find a way to change our situation,
To stop all our faces falling irreversably to frowns,
Please don't go you will tear everyone to shreds,
No one wants to talk about it we just pretend nothing is happening,
It is impossible to keep it all inside of our heads,
It feels as though my Mind has been thrown into a boxing ring,
Please don't leave us to deal with life alone,
It's not fair to abandon the people who are "most important",
Why do you insist on digging up such old bones?
It isn't fair for you to be so ignorant.
Please stop what you are doing,
What reasons do you have?
I hope to the highest power you don't end up going,
It's the only way that my soul will be
ChoosingWhy do I have to pick?Choosing by ~AudienceOfTwo
I wish I didn't have the choice before me,
It keeps me from doing what i need to,
It stops me from living without guilt.
The idea is always there,
No matter how far away I push it,
It returns demanding attention,
"Come this way, it will be fun"
"No stay here, it will be more meaningful"
I despise the events that have led to this,
The role model I have followed,
Unconciously I belive I can have both,
When it would hurt all those who are dear.
Please someone toss a coin for me,
I'm much to scared to see the outcome,
I hate the idea of losing one,
But why do I have to want both?
It is far to sad to comprehend how one will react to the news,
Which is why I won't tell anyone and will just muse over my thought,
Untill something shows me the way that I must take,
I'll be stuck with my constant need to choose.